

I will not fight the future
I love you more than I love myself
It doesn’t mean I don’t care
I want to prove I’m worthy enough
Even if it means letting you go away
This is the lesson I learned yesterday
This is the song I write for you today
Not trying to own you is hard for me
Hate me if you want
Show me that you care as much as I do
Even with our flaws
This is one of those days
And I swear there will be sunny ones
I cannot be another person
I want to give you the freedom I had to fight for
You’ve hurt my heart too
You didn’t apologize for it
You were too proud to
But I love you and I’m letting you go
This is not the saddest story of all
I don’t want fear to be the cornerstone of us
If this was a real thing made by fate
We will find our way
I’m learning your language
I’ve let you all play games with my brain
I’m walking over fathoms
I’m running in circles trying to find the answers
Maybe I’m not all that you want
But we are the same and that you can’t deny
Maybe I just need to be less sensitive
Maybe I need to stop trying
Maybe If I value myself more
Then you will come to fight for this
With me
In my language
Without fear
I’m not playing games here
I’m not trying to be someone else
For the very first time in my life
And this is all because of you
You can be proud
Claim your victory, you saved my life
And all that I am from here
It is yours now
But I cannot give you my soul, love
Because it’s what I got
You will be happy and that’s fair enough
I will not be a sad boy anymore
I am not alone
I will keep my promises
I’m strong in a real way
Maybe this is not the right time
Maybe this is the end
I love myself and this is new to me
Sorry, sometimes I can be selfish
Sorry, I know I seem careless
But this is who I am
Take it or leave it
I won’t be your pet
I am a man
I am a man raised from the death
Pulled out from earth by real true love
I’m not the one you met
This is taking too long
Because trees take time to grow
As the seed you planted for my birthday
If this is for a lifetime
Then don’t push the eject button now