What a brave thing to write this. Having a community, church or otherwise, can make all the difference between hanging in and giving up. It’s not just that you have the support of people who care about you and how you are, who share the struggles with you. It’s about really seriously putting into practice what you learn i.e. seeing life as information coming your way and putting it to good use to benefit you and everyone around you. I don’t know you at all, but I’m glad you’re here. We have a lot to do and we’re all needed.