Why I am by the seashore — despair arresting me —
I do not think to question as I gaze internally.
My focus interrupts me, now I look beyond the sea,
Where a man emerges calmly and smiles right back at me.
I opened my eyes to a familiar flashing darkness. Once again my boyfriend’s dated old…
Three years ago my boyfriend woke up, kissed me goodbye and I never saw him again.