Karen this is such a touching story. So sorry for your loss. I’ve also lost someone I love to suicide. It’s been absolutely devastating to me. In your story you speak about memoirs and diaries of what your ex husband had talked about and thought about. That must be a relief in many ways. How did he finally die? Did he die of the injuries from the fall? The last two weeks of his life when he spent quality time with your son, how did he know those were his last two weeks? What was his condition during those weeks mentally and physically? Was he able to finally leave the hospital at all? This story leaves me with more questions. How do you move on? What are your coping skills? So many questions… thank you for sharing and I hope to hear from you.