dear oshan jarow
have always found standard philosophy wordy — taking a long time to say something that someone can say in a few words
have always thought about being alive — cos i find it extraordinary painful — being a human — born after the 2nd world war we had a tv and family came from london so the horrors of fighting amongst humans came to me very early
the stuff that ‘science’ is finding out now does not, to me, cancel out what the uninterrupted traditional societies had developed in their understandings of life
ego to me is where one person is trying to say that their ideas are better than others (out of fear)— communication is everything — or maybe just an ability to communicate
i find that i can talk to some and not to others about the deepest ideas inside me
i originally found an outlet for my questions of life and myself in the womens movement which was not about attacking men or trying to become — equal
i believe in equity — respect for each other person— and to me, my involvement in the womens movement was about what a woman was, apart from being a wife and mother — those words are in relation to others!!
within that the questions asked at our weekly meetings were, who, what, where, how and when — they were closed meetings of the group — continuity was important and it was where we could discuss stuff about being alive in a safe place — they were called ‘consciousness raising groups’
i disagree with the statement ‘no means to communicate experience across individuals’ — unless i read it wrongly — because i think looking in someones eyes can give away the emotion of the soul
the soul to me is what drives a person — it comes from the fathers sperm — tis the speck of light (actual energy) that emerges at the time from the father, that drives the sperm to meet the egg (potential energy) combines and builds the person.
it can be seen in the primitive node and streak and runs up the flat rectangle of cells to begin to build the human, starting with the head and ending up residing in the coccyx until puberty, when it rises again and fires up the link between the pituitary and pineal glands, to mature the person for reproduction.
drops back down into the coccyx where it supposed to rise again as one becomes wise through out life — through the ascending shakras
these last three paragraphs contain information that i have discovered in the last seven years after experiences with meditation and radical dentistry
i put it together from stuff i read about — science but also traditional hindu and greek stuff and also the ‘residing in the coccyx’ is also in the quran
my dad always told me to read between the lines — which i have done all my life — having got my ‘energy from him’
my mum and grandmum, (my egg was inside my mum when she was born!) i believe, gave me the map of my brain for my dad’s energy to fire. obviously with genetic stuff from him too — i look like both of them!!
another statement ‘mind becomes capable of union with the universe’ surely is to do with the energy reaching the 7th chakra — to blend with the universe and one’s purpose in life
aye there’s the rub, cos i don’t believe we are purposeful — we are in a universe and we are puny — we cannot understand infinity cos we come from it — so our musings are important to us but in relation to space and time, totally unimportant
although we are a part of it, we are about as important or not as the last solar flare?
another statement — i might be paraphrasing and get it wrong but am really musing with you — communication — ‘the essential (energy) we embody (physical) and if we do not embody that, life is wasted’
if we cannot express our innermost energy, our life force is wasted — perhaps this is karma — stays in the world
this all comes back to the speck of light and the chakras and stuff
i believe now that we are formed in this order:-
energy — physical — emotional (physiology) — intellectual (still energy- vibrations)
the energy to me is the soul, spirit, god as described by others
and it is expressed as a physical being — at a particular time in the universe when the planets and backdrop of the skies are in a particular position that gives us our ‘astrology’ (people see patterns in things and ascribe names and disciplines to it — to try to make sense of it) van de waals forces — a scientist who recognised that matter attracts matter and, to me, explains astrology!
and also once one knows oneself, and what one was given at birth, one can throw that away and be the ‘better person’ — buddhist thought
the emotion — the physiology is how one feels in reaction to the environment/universe and is an automatic reaction
and the mind is how one works out what is going on — but always and only in a personal way — it can feel that others understand — with an interaction of ‘heart’ and ‘mind’ — after all we all feel human emotions of sadness and happiness, angry etc — one can hear it in a voice, see it in a face and maybe are aware of the aura — the energy outside of the body — we ignore our sensitivity in our obsession with material stuff
i found the following on the internet
‘ionic crystalline structures of skull bones interact with the theta waves coming from the brain
a resonance is created that causes electrons to be created — which are translated into a fourier-type translation into a thought
natural resonant vibrational frequency of skull bones (cranium) ranges from 840–890mhz in non-herzian waves’
i also found some research done by the usa military in the late sixties about the resonance of the brain to do with flying jet aircraft and the effects on the brain and it stated that the easiest way to describe it was like a snail shell with the spiral of resonance ending up at the crown of the head — 7th chakra!!
i also know that the energy can be blocked in the body which is why i have spent 7yrs investigating this thing because i have been having ‘splint work’ from a dentist who noticed that my skull wasn’t sitting properly — i got a blow when i was 3yrs to the back of my head that twisted my sphenoid.
i never grew quite properly and certainly never went into puberty properly which is what happened when i was 60 — it got finished off then — notice girls when they reach puberty — their bodies change and they become elegant — their hips change — and other things
when it happened to me i was in the dentist chair and was when he adjusted my splint i found myself in a ‘golden light’ — surrounded, within it!!!
and with something like that i had to investigate — and have explained it to you in the best way possible
i believe that people are at their best when their energy is expressed through their body — they can become their own people.
often if you look at individuals their faces are not symmetrical — often ‘terrorists’ are like that
that is a huge amount i have just written — wonder what you will think of that
hope it kept you entertained if nothing else