Phelo Pita
Sep 5, 2018 · 1 min read

Dear Phelo

  • I am so sorry,I am sorry for neglecting you,I am sorry for not being as strong as I thought I was.When I arrived in Cape Town I was sure I knew me,and I was sure I knew what my future had in store for me.Being the young,independent,sassy and smart woman,what could possibly stop that. I am sorry for not giving you time to grieve when you needed too,I am sorry that I allowed the noise to mute your voice.I am so sorry that I let the lights blind you and in the process dim your light. I am sorry for not being strong/intelligent enough to know what peer pressure is and how to deal with it.Because I was trying to fit in and in the process I lost a lot of me.But worry not because now I can see,now I know.After drowning,after losing pieces of me to a point where I did not recognize myself I was reborn.Now I am learning to walk again,I am learning to trust my senses again.I am allowing my spirit to lead me and prevent me from doing things that aren’t meant for me. I’m now re defining me.
  • So Mhimhi silapha ngok,skewenzekile okwam kuvula amahle ndikhethe impukane emasini 🙏🏾