Liquor, Beer, Love
The liquor is running through my veins
I’m the one locking up these chains
Inside me, what lies but pains?
The memory of her remains
My conscious is drifting away
My heart betrayed me, led me astray
Her, my emotions she pulls apart
Stuck in this hell, stuck in my heart
I think it’s time for her to depart
And finally my life I can restart
Beer touches my lips
I remember my hands around her hips
Still I’m stuck reading the same scripts
Phone in my hand, her number on screen
I can’t image what she has seen
The real emotions inside me screamed
Everything falling apart before me, everything I dreamed
A mistake that hunts me still to this date
What the hell did I create?
Exactly that, hell, my real estate
Now words barley reach her, they fall before their heard
I can’t forget the feeling, connection blurred
I’m sorry for what I did
Lost my hand in life’s card game bid
I messed it up all up because I was too afraid to lose you
This jungle of lost souls, I can’t cut through
Maybe one day, we can talk again
So finally I can rest this pain
That’s driving me insane
[END]
Will she read these one day? or am i just waiting for something that will never happened? I don’t know, until then I’ll keep writing.- Phil
