It’s been a while.

Proving a point?

It’s been a while, I think. Sometimes I feel like there’s no point to me writing a blog post unless I’m drowning in some festering dark emotion, and even then it’s hard to bring myself to the reality of typing out my emotions.

I started that sentence two days ago, and I had to stop because I was tired and alone. I simply needed to stop myself falling into a pit.

Sometimes I put too much pressure on myself. The past few weeks have been rocky, the UK is now in another lockdown, and my family are making me feel like I…