I Know Me.

Lowski. Lowdown. Ralo.
Nov 8 · 3 min read

& mayne, we gotta do some ASAP.

Lately I’ve been asked more than ever “How are you? How are you doing?” Naturally I say I’m okay & I’m holding it in the road. Well part of that is true. I am okay. I am holding it in the road. Doing wayyy better than I was about a month ago. But although I’m scrate, it’s some ways about myself that I’m steadily tryna revert from.

I feel more like Will.


Background notes: not to sound like a pure crazy mf, there’s differences in me & it really can be based off the name you associate me with. For instance, William is a very sweet and loving individual. William is one who will do as much as he can to put a smile on your face and bring positivity into a situation.

On the other hand, Will. Will is an asshole. Like straight up, if you know me as Will, think about it. My mouth is very smart. I’m hella short with all my answers. I don’t tell you shit about my life. I fuck with you when I fuck with you. Truth be told I keep you at a distance. Is that a friendship hinderance? 🤷🏾‍♂️ that don’t mean ion have love for ya. You already know me by now.


See man, I feel so much like Will now. II’m just so focused on my own shit bruh till I just can’t fuck with nothing that’s negative or I feel like it’s extra to keep up with. Like I mean that in no such disrespectful way at all. Ask Jayboy how I get. I come back around when I want to. I’m good tho. Believe that! This just feels good to me & I wanna continue just minding my own business & just letting y’all have it. Honestly, that’s why I stopped writing anyway. I really just be wanting to stay out the way. I feel myself coming back into my old habits such as silence. Don’t nothing be wrong. I be chillin. I always have an ear for ya. But me, ehhhhh 🤐. Just really chilling. Planning.


Real nigga shit tho, I feel good. My attitude has changed a lot. I’m just kinda in my pocket right now. I don’t have nothing to prove. I’m not tryna be cocky or nothing but that’s real. I been in church, although Ian been in a few weeks. I even joined the church. Pastor be spitting.

Lemme make this statement for myself. Off my chest.


It righteous hurt my feelings I wasn’t in Birmingham to be there for my grandma. It took me a while to live that down. I was there fore everything else. As hard as I thought that was, it prepared me for what I just took. If you know, you just know. Daddy worked all of my nerves all the time treating me like I’m 4 but that was my potna. Seeing him lose his brothers & sisters did more to me than me losing him. We had an understanding that I’m gon be okay. I’ve secretly been trained for all that’s ahead. I just gotta apply my lessons.


That’s how I feel about that. I seriously know I kinda worried my family the way I skated off but y’all know me. Y’all know Ralo. & y’all know he don’t sit nowhere too long. It’s levels to this shit.


Now personally? I’m also good. I take things a day at a time & let it marinate. I’m relaxed enough. I’m not even gonna go on cause that’s Will.

🤷🏾‍♂️ I know me. So man don’t take it personal if we ain’t talked. I’m fine. I slick kinda feel like you know how to find me if you wanted to so that’s that. I’m making this shit shake down here. It’s whatever. But it’s all love.


One request. You know when you be on that bullshit. Let’s be real. We all, including me frat, we all need to get off that bullshit. Hug yo ppl. 🤘🏾

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