Sorry to be the killjoy here, but I think you have a pretty toxic lifestyle. It’s not making you happy. You might just try living in a more traditional style. Not Suzy Homemaker, but something just a bit more traditional. I’m not saying this to be a jerk, really. All the best in the new year.

P.S. You should approve this so others can see it. Most of them will rag on me — that’s OK. But you might get some interesting feedback.