I am just another 24 years old stupid christian bear that knows that he should trust in God in every aspect of his life, but you know man , that’ s too difficult, i am getting older , my belly is constantly growing , i feel lost with my career , unhopefully with love and the only way to bring a little bit of happiness to my life is drinking a canister of monster with a chocolate croissant. That sounds pretty bad man , only first world problems, you have everything! can you say and i want to say you …. YOU ARE TRUE , i am stupid and i am weak but this things are my starting point to rewrite my history, because today i know that God’s working .

How do i know that? , because the trial just started and these trial is the purpose of this blog and i want to tell you a little bit about that. In 2011 I met a tiny pretty girl with amazing brown eyes, a great smile and the hips that i want to carry my sons and daughters, she have a beautiful soul-ly voice and definitively a better taste for music than I, i met her rehearsing for an a friend audition of the song Belief by John Mayer, and you know , before i met her i add her to Facebook and i know that the 15 of November of 2011 she will be occupy a great part of my heart, i start dating her one month after that and i asked her what are the vision that God have give to her and she answered the same words that the LORD has given to me “Leading complete families to serve God with love , teaching parents how to guide his children in the path of the light that only JesusChrist could give and help children and teens to honour his parents , all of that to gloryfy the name of Jesus in every nation and most importantly in our country Colombia” and because of that and without doubt i asked her for having a relationship with me and we have the most beautiful and tender kiss that someone could have in front of a trash , i remember her shy attitude , that she was trembling and that special glowing in her honey eyes, that was really really awesome.

Unfortunately we started the things in the wrong way , we didnt consult her parents and they barely know me and we decided to have our love in secret , after that all became out of control but nevertheless my feelings to her were bigger and bigger each day , we dream a lot of things , we enjoyed every time that we have had together , i remember how desperately she loves me that sometimes it freaks me out i didn’t know how to give a proper response to that amount of love , unfortunately for me , poet bear on that time were very stupid and he didn’t understand all the love that she have for him , he couldn’t forgive some errors that she made and most importantly he wasn't a worthy christian bear for her, he lacks of decision, he lacks in love, he lacks in the fullfillness of God in his life, he lacks of pacience, he lacks of her because she was going to USA in April 2013 but he only have stupidity , stupidity that bring him to broke up with her in June 28 of 2013.

It's been almost a year and she has returned to Colombia , Poet Bear was thinking that he is strong and that her presence it's not going to be relevant but he’s so wrong , he is writing a blog in medium to express how he feels , how he missed her for this long year and most of all how easy dreaming is when she is the princess of his dreams, dreams of bears joining the families in the world forthe name of Jesus.

Because she's relevant he needs to say Rawr! to his Beautiful Singer Bear, because he wants to wake up her from this love hibernation with a little kiss in her fine lips to start living an everlasting spring together.

And if you are not her , just pray for me i want to conquer this girl again but i want the God's approval and learn how to love her in the way that she deserves.