Oh, my dearest. You remind me so much of myself when I was your age. I’m almost 44 now. Will it get better? A little. Maybe a lot, who knows? But you will always struggle with that feeling of inadequacy and longing. It’s simply the way that some us are wired. The good news is that you have plenty of time to work on yourself. The bad news? It shall forever be a work in progress, lol. You have two things working in your favor right now: awareness of your victim mentality, and the ability to still send out good thoughts and love to others, despite your turmoil. I’d say that’s more than a good start, dearest! I know it’s hard to see it now, but you are valuable, lovely, and worthy of all the best things that this life has to offer. Your empathy is a treasure! There are so many people and organizations who need intelligent and compassionate people like yourself. It’s not too late, luv! You only have one life — make something of it. You can do it! I wouldn’t bother wasting my time posting this comment if I had ANY doubt! Sending love and light right back at ya! :-) ❤ ❤ ❤
