I wish..
I wish I never saw you. I wish I never sat there looking at you. I wish I never waited for you to show up at our favorite spot which you did anyways. I wish I never took you for those long walks. I wish I never opened up to you. I wish I never had thoughts of us being together. I wish I never had loved you...


It seemed so perfect when I was with you. I had me falling apart but all that held me together was you. We all decide what we will do ahead in our lives yet I gave all of mine to you. I never felt so warm and comfortable around a person. You are not just a person to me...


Every song I hear to gets me to those days. Happy/sad all together. I still feel everything when your name just pops up on my mobile. I wish for you. I want you. I need you. You brought me up. Not just my soul but everything. Every single thought of you that I have is just perfect. Remembering​ every single thing about you has just sunken me and has literally driven me crazy. You are the best drug for me...


Yet you chose to keep me away. Away from everything that I have experienced. I am not blaming you and with every tiny broken peice of my heart I still manage to love you. And this love will/can/shall not go away❤.