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A state of Moral Confusion
One without Direction
I don’t know what to do
My compass is askew
No God to show me how
You have made my room less lonely
changed its aura completely
It was a bed, chair, and table,
Now it has character
It was a mess of clothes, notes, and papers
I make life a lonely endeavorbut there are people all arounda simple smilea firm handshakesome hugs there and now
I can’t pretend anymore
I did not know I was pretending
Those light easy smiles
have turned into burdens
I feel like Sibyl Vane
https://vocaroo.com/i/s0TYdFh1ce1I
Ignore you, i did
no point denying it now
the nonexistent expectations
made me uncomfortable somehow
so i left, unwilling to care