In this way i will keep him forever

He wants me to be happy but he doesn’t know being with him makes me a lot happier than he thinks. But i know if i go with his decisions he will be with me forever . but being married with someone else will bring me apart from him in many ways. But in my heart he will blossom forever. I am giving his decision a try. If god really wants me to get married to someone else,it will happen this year only. Otherwise i will not marry anyone except him forever. And in this way i will keep him forever.