O really enjoyed your post. I Guess I'm in the same place you're at. I too am in network marketing and direct sales. I'm not fond of being pushy, and unfortunately there are a lot of people out there telling us to do it that way. One way I've been tryin to sell without being pushy is by laying it all out there. I'm currently revamping my blog to do this. Honesty is the best policy I say. Giving value away for free is one thing I'm doing too. I hope you find your way.