
Hello! My name is *** and I’m a drug addict.
To start, I would like to state that as a drug-addicted, I feel offended when I see posts comparing carbs, sugar or whatever other nonsense they write about, to drugs. Is not that I don’t understand the struggle some people may face when trying to lose weight I do get it, sugar and carbs can just like drugs trigger the pleasure centre in the brain and release endorphins. But bitch holds on a second on your stupid argument and make your comparison to something more relatable, like coffee or whatever. Don’t start comparing your binge eating to my fucking meth problem, ok! Doted the I’s and crossed the T’s (lol) let get down to business.
This is not my first time down this path, Cocaine was my first mistress, sneak as it is I didn’t even realize when it stripped me down naked from myself, my career, my friends, my family and pretty much everything I cared about.
I manage to sober up and stay like that for more than one year. I became a fucking athlete for christ sake, only to see it start to slip through my fingers again over the first line of meth I did. I’m not using the term “first line” to make it seem like Meth is so addictive I got hooked just by trying it once, by the way, it actually is, and I did get caught by that first line. I’m saying that once an addict, forever an addict and all it takes, is a fucking skinny line served by some good big black cock you were about to suck, and BAM! you need that shit to function.
On Meth I’m a different kind of addict, I much more reckless addict towards my health, but a much more conscious addict towards my work. This shit make me so productive I’m even writing a blog about it, eh?
Jokes aside, I’m not here to amuse, entertain, or promote the use of this fucking nasty, vicious drug that all it does is to destroy, stay as far as you can from this shit. I’m here because I realize, that to overcome Meth I will need more than just strength of will. I need to break it down and create a plan. I have to monitor and take note of the habit, the progress or lack of it. I have to be knowledgeable and smart on how I’m gonna tackle this.
I hope the quality of the posts don’t decrease while I take on this sobering up journey. I’m as committed to my writing as I’m to the crystal nowadays. I never needed it anyway to be creative, but the focus to sit my ass down on a chair and work, it’s for sure the side of it I’m going to miss the most.
Enough mumbling while high as a kite, be back soon with updates. Wish me luck!