I took this 16personality quiz thing this morning since I had nothing better today and I found out that I’m a Campaigner. A lot of actors have this personality type and it was kind of funny reading something that was so spot on about myself. I found it really interesting and it was kind of neat seeing what my personality type’s strength’s and weaknesses are, but, what really stood out to me was the recurring theme: Campaigners need to feel free. I found this especially hilarious because I’m constantly running into this problem in my life. Whether it be in my childhood, my adolescence, my past relationships, and even my career, I’ve constantly found myself trying to get away once I was backed into a corner feeling as if my wings had been clipped.
I guess what I’m really trying to get at is, I feel like I need to start something new. I’m only 22 years old and just starting my career but.. I feel as if something more is calling me. I’ve felt this way my whole life.. like some big future has been awaiting me all this time I just haven’t made it there yet. I don’t know what this thing that I’ve been leading up to is but, I feel like I’m so close. I’m ready for this thing, whatever it is, Lord. I need this thing. I don’t know what it is, but I do. I’m ready, Lord. Please.