cpthrough my experiences, i learned to restrict my joy.joy can leave at any second, so better to remember that rather than feel it fully. rather than looking dumb when i am blindsided by what’s…2 min read·Mar 27, 2023----
cpthe energy lately.simultaneously experimenting with levity and acceptance of my intensity and sensitivity. i censored them, didn’t believe them, convinced…1 min read·Mar 20, 2023----
cp5 years latertrigger warning. sexual abuse. sexual assault. physical violence. various other violations and crimes.14 min read·Oct 22, 2022----
cphold onit’s a friday night and i am sitting on my bed, just looking around at all my plants. all my clothes. my books. thinking about how i’ve…3 min read·Sep 10, 2022----
cpguess who’s back back backi’m laughing because i’ve had that little nudge to write again, and i get all in my head about it. how do i make it consistent, this…5 min read·Jul 30, 2022----
cptruth isi’ve been thinking a lot about truth. what it is. what it does. when to speak it. when to hide it. what happens if you hide it or…3 min read·Sep 11, 2020----
cprenter4lyfeisn’t it weird how our lives are centered around creating a family and having kids? at least for women, at least for me. ever since i could…2 min read·Mar 1, 2017----
cp#1every time i make an estimated tax payment, i have to fill in the information from my 2015 tax form. every single time i have to fill in my…2 min read·Feb 24, 2017----
cpclaude, the lyft driver.i had such a wonderful lyft ride today. his name was claude and he was a pretty big dude- works in private security as a bouncer if that…2 min read·Feb 22, 2017----