Even this comment of yours (as a response to mine) gives me this intense sense that I know what you are talking about so well, and that I can fully relate. It is an actual feeling. But I still cannot fully understand the words in it. And it’s funny, since this whole issue it is quite related to the subject of your story. So I will take it as an exercise in reading differently. Words aren’t, in the end, everything in writing, as paradoxically as that sounds. (That is why in some of my writings I recommend a song as background, for that certain elements that I want to share and I don’t know how to do yet in words). Thank you for the reply!