everything & nothing at all.

moksori
moksori
Jul 30, 2017 · 1 min read

i gave away

my purity

my dignity

my kindness

to a self destructive boy

who couldn’t even love himself

let alone love me

i gave him everything

i poured my entirety into his being

he was my universe while i was

merely his star

he was everything and nothing at all

he took and took and took

from me

in a selfish attempt to feel complete

until i burned out

and as soon as i began to stand

on my own two feet again,

as soon as i had something to

give again

he stormed back in

demanding all of it

he fucked me

and lied to me

and used me all up

and left when he got bored

what gives him the right

my body is not your rest stop

my heart is not your playground

my sweetness is not limitless

you shatter yourself like glass

and yell at me to pick up the pieces

but i cut my fingers every time

little did i know you can’t stand

the sight of blood

the second things get rough

you vanish

and my glass boy is gone

and i’m left alone

to bleed

again.