These last 2 years have been rough on all of us, the pandemic came and swept away lives, jobs, hopes, and dreams. For so long I felt like I couldn’t complain because my problems were never as bad as the next person and sometimes I felt like they were self-inflicted…

I wish life could be exactly as we dream that we could get the things we want in the way that we vision them. I wish things would have worked out and that you would have been my happily ever after. I wish I could be there to do all…

I learn to love you more when we are at odds. The passion you have for the things you believe in is the same passion you have for us. It’s the reason I love you so much. I appreciate the complications that come with our love story because it’s always brought me back to you with a heart more full of love and understanding. Knowing the compromises made is never a sacrifice of happiness but just a delay in gratification because only when we are at our best individually can we come together and make something beautiful.

Everyone has been selling something during this pandemic. Finding new ways to share there dreams with people in hope of generating some sort of profit. All I’ve been doing is trying to hold onto the things that used to make me happy, things I’m comfortable with, afraid to lose something that was good at some point this year, whether its still good for me is debatable and in all that I’ve lost the most. Time.

I’ve said thank you countless times and I refuse to stop. The gratitude congests my heart so I have to let it spill out over me and you. I think that’s why I get to keep you. So thank you for helping me find my light and for keeping it burning on days when I just can’t seem to do it myself. -Purelycas

The air is sweeter, breathing is smooth. I walk carelessly towards you, my head is clear, my mind is free, my worries have faded. Your love is peace, my joy, my escape. I’m ready to trust my heart. -Purelycas

It’s the comfortability that makes it both beautiful and addictive. I cherish all the minutes I share with you all of them are filled with peace and euphoria. I’m pleased that time and distance have not stolen or poked holes in our love, every time I'm with you is matchless. Our souls will forever fit perfectly. -Purelycas

I can read so much from your eyes, they speak to my heart and they tell me everything I need to hear. I see that I will always be the one that dominates your view and I vow to forever make it beautiful. -Purelycas

Days can be tense I find myself escaping the drama, the wounded words, the physical battles, the silence that fills the air, by painting pictures in my mind. Pictures of a life I hope to materialize through the pain, pictures of a future where the scars represent our endurance and commitment to ourselves. Pictures of our love withstanding resistance. One day we will place these pictures in the home we call our hearts, where we can smile at our growth and feel childish about our complaints. Your life is the canvas to which only you have the materials to create something beautiful and I hope you do.