A Letter for My Ex-Lover

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Hello dear,

It’s been a long time since I didn’t write you anything. I want to tell you that I’m okay and everything is okay. I’m so happy with my life now and I’m truly grateful of it more than ever. But I want you to know that everything seems to be change time by time and I can’t resist it. I know you’ve change too and find another girl that ‘click’ you.
I don’t know what to say but I almost forgot how do you look like, I almost can’t remember your voice anymore, sometimes i miss you, sometimes i don’t.
I wonder how’d you still remember me? what would I do if one day we’re meet each other, it must be awkward. I’m trying to erase you from my long term memory, I’m trying. But maybe someone has to do it for me when the time just ready.
I want you to know my mind is scattered right now. There’s just too many books to read, to many journals to be analyzed, too many movies waiting to be watch, to many problems to be solved, too many word in mind demand to be written, too many dreams in head, too many places need to be visited, too many love worth waiting for. It’s just like I never tell anyone about this before but you. I’m trying to get used to it.
I hope you do well.

Sincerely,
your ex-admirer