How I Answered the Question, “What Am I Going to Do?” After Another Mental Breakdown
11 min readMar 15, 2022
Trigger Warning: Mentions of Suicide, Self-Harm, and Eating Disorders.
On February 19th, I woke up on my living room floor after having slept for two days straight.
A blood-stained kitchen towel lay by my head. My clothes were damp and stuck to my skin. Shit, I left the heater on.
