drowning.
literally cant breathe.
head is fucking pounding as if it was being slammed between two peieces of cinderblock.
Constant iritation.
Rollling around back & forth, as if thats going to fucking do anything.
Eyes Swollen.
from trying to cry the pain away as if it was just some kind of dream.
Helpless. Thats how I fucking feel right now.
Over it would be another good way to describe how im feeling.
I prayed. Over and Over that this would all go away.
Im patient. Im waiting.
Everything good comes wtih a struggle.
this is apparently apart of that struggle.
All I want is something to hold.
or something to hold me because right now a distraction is the best option for me right now.
All I want to do is move through this planet with beauty and ease.
Not pain and crying.
Guess you gotta have a little bit of both.
o v e r. i t.
