drowning.

Rachel A. Ramirez
Sep 7, 2018 · 1 min read

literally cant breathe.
head is fucking pounding as if it was being slammed between two peieces of cinderblock.

Constant iritation.
Rollling around back & forth, as if thats going to fucking do anything.

Eyes Swollen.
from trying to cry the pain away as if it was just some kind of dream.
Helpless. Thats how I fucking feel right now.
Over it would be another good way to describe how im feeling.

I prayed. Over and Over that this would all go away.
Im patient. Im waiting.
Everything good comes wtih a struggle.
this is apparently apart of that struggle.

All I want is something to hold.
or something to hold me because right now a distraction is the best option for me right now.

All I want to do is move through this planet with beauty and ease.
Not pain and crying.
Guess you gotta have a little bit of both.

o v e r. i t.

Rachel A. Ramirez

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