It’s still a question in my 50s — why do we want what we want / what don’t we have / what is to want, to have — what DO we have. In fact, as part of the ongoing life conversation in my household, just today we once again lay out, do we want to literally sell the farm, and live a different life elsewhere, and what does that life look like? Why is somewhere else different — why is a different studio/workshop going to be the answer to whatever the questions are. In fact all the old cliches are true, including wherever you go, there you are.
Re “my writing” such as it is, here I am at your age, meeting Henry Kissinger: https://medium.com/the-coffeelicious/a-brief-encounter-with-henry-kissinger-f2450e072f3d#.4iiw0hj6q