Mind Wandering

Rahayu Paramitha
Sep 7, 2018 · 1 min read

Sometimes, i feel like i need to change my features to meet beauty standard nowadays-both physically or personality; long black hair, fair white skin, tall, skinny (but not very skinny), pleasing everyone with wide smile everyday, get a high score on academics, flawless, be perfect.

Just then i felt really tired, exhausted. Be perfect is just impossible for human. Pleasing everyone is impossible, they will always and always see your imperfections. I realize i just need to love myself more and more, i just need to accept myself, all the mistakes that i've done and my imperfections. No one could save you except yourself in the end.

I'm smart, i'm pretty, i'm a lil' bit funny too sometimes. I work hard towards my goals, i love my parents and my parents loves me too, i have my precious little circles of friends who always support me and make me feel accepted in this complicated society. In conclusion i already have everything.

You already have everything mitha, its just a matter of perspective on how you see your world.

Everyone is on their own battle too, keep fighting till the very, very end. Okay? Okay !!!!

Rahayu Paramitha

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