Silent lover

I am not a good writer but will do my best.

I accept, I am a silent lover. Wait wait wait… where are you going, not that type of love. This is distinct,,, here a love by a brother to his sister…

I don’t know why but I am a big fan of her because after seeing her familial situation, her psychic stress,, I saw her determination to fight every problem, her level of thinking better and better to resolve her problems, I saw in her room filled many quotes, many mind shifting activities in order to divert her mind to those problems. But I can’t say her any thing, actually I haven’t courage to tell or console her about any problem. I don’t want that she would feel like a pitiable person.

I tried to talk to her, tried to share some my feelings, some hers, couldn’t succeed. No problem…

Even after all her ignoring, I’ll not move. I know she is busy with her work and also with friends. Still I feels happy when sometimes she replies on my messages,,, really I am very happy… sitting 1170kms of distance with her… I glad for being her brother… do you know why??? Because I am a silent lover ☺