Leap of Faith
Leap of faith you said. You pushed me from the highest edge of my believe.
I trusted you but you happily betrayed that trust. In a world where I always met people who at the end of the day will always running away from me to somebody else, you asked me to trust you, I did. Then ruin me once again, just like what they did.
Just like that. It takes a lot of time and effort to trust but, you only need one word, one single act, one single text to ruin it.
I am fragile, yes. Told you from the very beginning that this woman is having a lot of doubt in people.
She won't control you, don't you worry.
One morning, she woke up feeling awful. Just awful, feel that she's worthless. She woke up, she did try, you never know how hard it is just to wake up when you feel like you are not decent enough to be seen.
She tried, she did. She showered, she washed her face. Try to put some make up but still, she felt like she wasn't good enough. She ran, just jog to get away of the ugly feeling then she realized that she's the one who is ugly.
Then she gave up. You have no idea how it feels. To give up all the faith she has in herself. You made her believe that she's worthless. You made her giving up on herself, made her giving up on you.
A leap of faith? She didn't have a faith in herself.
You asked the impossible.
