"Once you unlock that special part of your consciousness, the part that has been constricted our entire lives by the factors of this systematical prison, you start to express true gratitude for the precious things around us. You begin to stop, take a step back, and really listen to the music of this abstract universe we've been placed in. Allow yourself to learn the original language of the universe, and you'll travel beyond the barriers of this sample you're experiencing now."
-Rayan Ani
I want to start off by saying that this was the most beautiful experience I’ve had the privilege of encountering in my entire life, so far.
What I'm about to share is nowhere near a proper description of what I experienced, I have yet to develop the appropriate words to provide a true illustration of where I went. My aim is to deliver some insight to those who are as curious as I am. For those who have yet to learn about the hallucinogenic tryptamine medicine (N, N-Dimethyltryptamine), better known as DMT or the “Spirit Molecule”, I’ll provide a brief explanation of what it is.
DMT is a naturally occurring chemical found in plants and animals. Traces have been found throughout our body, mainly inside the brain. I’ve seen many claims that it plays a role in our dreams being able to take place. DMT is the active chemical found in the ancient brew known as Ayahuasca, which has been used for thousands of years by the Indigenous South Americans of the Amazon Basin during spiritual practices.
For a better understanding, I’ve attached a short clip from one of my favorite podcasts featuring well renowned author Graham Hancock. Graham goes into depth about the origins and uses of Ayahuasca. I highly recommend watching the full podcast if you get the chance, it’s linked to this clip if you’re interested.
My experience did not consist of Ayahuasca. I was able to experience DMT through vaporizing the crystallized version. I remember the first inhale not taking me anywhere, it completely numbed my body. After twenty seconds of holding my breath, my friend who was sitting next to me asked,
“Can you talk?”
I started laughing and responded with,
“Yeah actually I’m pretty conscious, my body just feels really numb.”
He then prepared a second dose. I knew this one was much greater than the first because he had his other hand right below the hand holding the medicine, in case any fell to the floor. On the second inhale, I held my breath for four seconds before being instantly warped from the realm I was currently in. If you’ve ever watched the movie Tron, there’s a scene in the beginning where the main character is warped into the game’s world. Skip to the 4:20 mark of this clip and you’ll get a perspective of what I’m talking about.
This was what it looked like for me, followed by the feeling of traveling into a black hole and discovering what was inside. I’ll utilize this clip below from the film Interstellar as an example of the route I took.
I remember hearing the songs of this other dimension that I had entered. Just as the music of our current dimension includes the sound of wind running through the branches of trees and birds singing to the flowers to bloom for the bees. These melodies were of their own nature, nothing I could have ever imagined prior. I’d say they mainly consisted of unique chime-like patterns as well as these healing vibrational frequencies.
And then I was introduced to the entities.
I met these entities however I did not see them, rather I felt them. I felt them so clearly it seemed as if we were looking right at each other. They spoke to me, not with words or any language that we humans are familiar with but through emotions. They introduced me to this ancient universal language used for communication beyond our stars.
I was being filled with an overload of information, at first I thought I was going to break. Instead, I decided to open up, I surrendered completely and allowed everything they had to offer to flow throughout my veins, nourishing my aura and soul as a whole.
These entities were so excited that I finally had the opportunity to meet them. It was as if they have been waiting for me all my life. They kept assuring me that everything is going to be just fine. All of our worries, all of our overthinking, they assured me that it was normal and okay for the time being. I was instructed to understand that these two things are not as big as we made them out to be and to remember that there are so many wonders our energy deserves to be focused on.
I learned that we really don’t know anything about anything. They shared the algorithms behind every single detail around us. I took this as a reminder to really appreciate the little things, to stop and realize the amount of work that it takes for the little features around us to exist. There’s so much that goes into how the universe works, minor details we overlook like the space that is taken up when you move your cup across the table and then the space that has to be replaced behind it. Witnessing the ingredients involved in something as simple as that brings me to take more moments in admiring these minute details that surround us. And that doing so has the power to truly put our minds at ease.
I learned there are no mistakes or correct actions. Everything we do, every "mess up" and "achievement" we experience, no matter the amount of pain or joy either brings us, they’re all tied together for a bigger reason beyond ourselves. To bring us closer to where ever our destiny resides, as well as that of others’. Every single choice we make is linked to other acts that take place as far as the other side of the planet and even beyond our stars.
Throughout the experience I remember chuckling to myself out of astonishment. I was so curious to how this was going on the entire time all around us and the majority of society doesn’t have the slightest clue. I went on this journey minutes before my drive back home to Houston from Austin, I don’t think I’ve ever went into such a deep state of thought as much as I did on that drive. The voyage was so beautiful and pure, I cried four times on the way home, not out of sadness but again out of astonishment and wonder. This is still difficult for me to grasp and understand, I’m still processing the experience as I’m writing this.
“I am occasionally asked if DMT is dangerous. The proper answer is that it is only dangerous if you feel threatened by the possibility of death by astonishment.”
-Terence McKenna
The majority of us have been closed off from this tool, which can be utilized to explore other universes within the multiverse and meet entities higher than us who play a role in the way our world goes about. It can be used to heal those suffering from various mental conditions by unlocking parts of our consciousness that we never knew existed. We’ve been secluded from this our entire lives as a product of social conditioning.
When I say I met these higher entities I don’t mean God at all, I feel that many who have experienced this confuse higher entities with God because of the fact that these beings are on a greater level than we are, an entirely different angle, so they say it must be God. I believe we will never meet God until judgment day. I mean there must be someone higher than these entities that is responsible for their existence too, right?
This was a really intimate story for me to share and anyone who has experienced this can comprehend where I'm coming from. I wanted to share my perspective in hopes to reach someone out there who, like myself, carries a child-like curiosity towards the way our universe works and what it has to offer beyond our imagination.
I hope this finds the ones who are truly interested in expanding their consciousness and traveling beyond what our physical body allows us to do.
