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Aug 22, 2017 · 2 min read

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This is, again, another attempt at recording my days. I have tried blogging, vlogginng, jounaling, etc. but this is my re-attempt at blogging.

Honestly, the way I vlog, blog, and journal, are all the same in terms of my process: There is never a consistent process. This could just be me and my need for discipline and better time-management skills but it is what it is. I know I’m going to have to end soon but just a simple entry like this is a good start. “Better than nothing” as what I like to say. I am currently at work, doing my own thing and trying to organize my life. I am happy to say that I can honestly say “organizing” my life instead of trying because I really am. I am organizing my life in the sense of strategically planning when I can do certain tasks, do errands, whether or not to go home on certain days out of necessity and want, scheduling meetings and appointments, etc. It’s like having a personal life planner and or assistant except I am t ha t individual and I like it that way. My life now feels personal again and again as each day passes.

This journal, because that i s what it t h i s is, is honestly for my safekeeping. I call anything in which I document my life in a “save file/point” because that is what I treat them as because I know my life isn’t steady enough to do things daily and to solve that, I will do things digitally. That’s all the time I have for now. Signing out: 1543

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I just got into bed and am on my laptop, writing this, and talking to Mahal. I am confident enough to call Annelle, “Mahal”, here directly, because I do have a solid faith that we can make it and let this be proof, right here, that regardless of her reading this or not, that I can say it openly and publicly. I’m on the phone with her currently but I wanted to stay true to my commitment. the rest of the day is as follows:

1604 — Target

1640 — Mahal’s house: chilled for a bit

1650 — Left Mahal’s

1723 — Costco : Polish Dog

1828 — Dani’s house: met Dani’s parents

1853 — Drove to downtown Campbell: caught up, bought her book recommendation, and had a lemon/raspberry sorbet smoothie

2218 — Dropped off Dani

2235 — Called Mahal

2302 — Got Home

I don’t really have much to add and it’s mainly due to the fact that I want to talk to Mahal some more and focus in on that.

One thing I learned, again, today is that people grow and heal at their own rates.

That’s it for now. I have a lot to do tomorrow so I need to clock out. Signing out: 0052

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