Aknown
Aknown
Aug 24, 2017 · 2 min read

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I am currently at Wendy’s, trying to find peace amongst the rubble left behind by the storm that tore through a clear sky.

I hear the story of a veteran, as he vividly describes a war-torn city and the chapel in which he and his comrades found within it’s walls both chaos and peace. 76th platoon. “Head-shot, done.”

I am here, not only thinking about how the strain of life might weigh on this soul but I am also weighing the probabibility that they are just mindless as the jungle they come from.

I handle life in bursts and spurts. Constant and fast, fast like the constant firing of Pistons that get us a mile and a mile more close to our destination. Fast but often times too lost in the moment to realize the vibrancy of the colors around.

Signing out: 13:52

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Currently waiting for Mahal at her therapists office. Trying to really think about how it is my mind works. I’ve always wondered how to maneuver past and around the walls that my mind builds. Whether they’re walls or an unknown road unraveling before, I want to find away around and through everything so that I can streamline not only my thoughts, but my plans, my goals, to learn how to focus my energy and keep things in constant motion. It’s only when things are moving that you can see God’s hand, despite it not being clear and explicit, He works in ways we will never understand.

I know the mention of God or gods may turn away whoever reads this but if you have faith and have strength and energy to hope for a better future, a better tomorrow, why not place your dreams into something more “tangible” rather than “nothing”. I think that faith and spirituality and being one with the universe, despite different backgrounds and beliefs, are all one thing. It’s c h o o s i n g and a c t i v e l y choosing to constantly believe in the good in the world and the living things that inhabit it (earth) despite the bleakness around you

I’m out of thoughts for the moment. Signing out: 14:29

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