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You are stressing out because you are just tired and I hate feeling helpless. What I have learned today once again, is that when you feel helpless, lean on your faith. I honestly have a lot to say but for some reason I honestly can’t get myself to speak. Unfortunately its because I feel ashamed and I don’t want you to know about some weight I have but to be honest, it’s manageable and instead of worrying about me, I want you to use whatever energy you have left just to focus on yourself.
I just tried helping you out because of the swarm of middle schoolers but things are more complicated than just that, from what you’re telling me. Honestly, Mahal, I love you. I don’t know how you do it, but you leave me in awe because of the peace you strive for, let alone putting the peace of others before yours. That’s true love, true sacrifice.
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I just watched you run out the door to hand a leaving customer their straw that they forgot. You are S O mine. I love you, god damn, I love you.
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We were just talking about Luis and how he is the embodiment of patriotism, at least that moment and all the moments that followed. He is like a beacon of hope, as I strive to be, to be as I know that I am.
Now, you’re about to go do your blood work and all this time, being here in the clinic, I couldn’t help but think about the time that you “landed” yourself in the hospital. I thought about your past and how everything before February, 2017, all the past things that happened prior to t h a t day, the bad things, the things that challenged you in order to become who you truly are, like a rising Phoenix.
