R. J. MillerTwenty-one — Wish I Could Help HerI awoke at 05:30 from another theater anxiety dream this morning. This time I was playing Danny Zuko, the male lead in a stage version of…Mar 23, 2020Mar 23, 2020
R. J. MillerTwenty — Dictated by GodAnother day of therapy this morning. Wonder if I’ll release the anger I released on Tuesday. Guess I’ll see when I’m lying on my back…Feb 19, 2020Feb 19, 2020
R. J. MillerNineteen — Will I Ever Be Able to Love Again?Feels good to get up at a reasonable hour and be back in business. Went to bed last night just after midnight and still managed to get up…Feb 18, 2020Feb 18, 2020
R. J. MillerEighteen — ClocksThe wall clock has a different time than the clock on the computer and it’s only slightly disturbing. The other thing I’ve been thinking…Feb 17, 2020Feb 17, 2020
R. J. MillerSeventeen — Dreams and Sleep PatternsI awoke from a dream about Angina this morning around 03:30. Dorothy and I were living in a new house somewhere, maybe New York, and the…Feb 13, 2020Feb 13, 2020
R. J. MillerSixteen — The PapersI see her sitting there for only a fraction of a moment and quickly turn away. I try to focus on the band playing in front of me. She…Feb 13, 2020Feb 13, 2020
R. J. MillerFifteen — This Page is on FireMan, I’m on fucking fire this morning. Really angry and resentful as I reflect on what she did and how she did it. So much for having…Feb 11, 2020Feb 11, 2020
R. J. MillerFourteen — I Don’t Do Half-way Very WellWell, at least it’s not too late, although it’s certainly not morning anymore. Here I am again, on the blank page with too much to say and…Feb 10, 2020Feb 10, 2020
R. J. MillerThirteen — Warm Beer & Cold WomenI know, I know. Lack of discipline here. Writing the bloody Morning Pages in the evening for the second time. I’ve turned into something…Feb 7, 2020Feb 7, 2020
R. J. MillerTwelve — And, And, And…Again, I skipped a few days over the weekend while I was away in Graz. I didn’t get to the page this morning because I went to bed late…Feb 4, 2020Feb 4, 2020
