Your journey has just begun. First you realise that the God you have been told about by the group you are in has some real problems. Once you have that very clear you will then turn to the bible and discover that the One true God the Jews created has even more. My background was as yours only as a SDA. After watching endless debates by mainly Christopher Hitchens and all comers life took on a new meaning. Google can be your saviour as was mine. At 68 started looking in earnest, now 76 and never more contented without all the lies and group control by idiots. ;-) ;-)