My wildest dream is the not be
the center of attention.
To be surrounded by enough people
so peculiar that I can disappear.
I want to feel what it’s like not having to plan.
To enter a room that is ready for me.
To sit in a seat I didn’t have to bring,
or find the road already paved.
I am extremely tired of being the surprise,
or some kind of statement.
I don’t want the circus of being inspiration
My wildest dream is to be painfully boring.