Blocked

I’ve been staring at the same blank screen for 8 months always with the slightest hope that “Today, I will write something”. Switching locations in search of a quiet crevice and yet nothing to spill. From sitting outside to sitting in varied cafe chairs/stool. I become distracted with flying bugs, text messages, and neighboring conversations. Idk what to do. I feel myself becoming emotionally distraught and hopeless.