Reconnecting: Will it Ever Be the Same?

So, me and my best friend haven’t been getting along lately. It’s because of me I will admit. You might know this if you’ve read my previous story. Her and I are like sisters attached to the hip all the time. Well I have been quite foolish lately! I had been really slacking with school and trying to get and job. For some reason I let people around me tell me that my best friends were a distraction…… yes I believed them.

I ended up hurting the one person who loved me for who I am. I pushed her away. My best friend. My sister. A. We had been distant for a few weeks… Deep down it was breaking my heart to not talk to her. But this new person had taken over and I felt trapped. I finally said ENOUGH!!!!

I wanted to get back to normal!

Then it hit me… I can be my new self and still have the same friends. It’s not rocket science Rebecca!! Why are you so dumb! What has been up with you?!

So her and I have been texting again. I feel like I’m complete again! I know it’s going to take a while to get back to how close we were because let’s just be honest here, I have done some major damage.

And I hope she will forgive me…

Because, I don’t know what I would to without her….

You may have forgotten…. I have two best friends that I pushed away…. She may forgive me but.. Him….. I’m not so sure. If he doesn’t forgive me….. Well I basically just broke my own heart….