Demons…

Almost forgot to say my words on this site, almost forget to keep on a promise that I actually just made for myself, to myself… tough today I kept and kept on thinking what words are worth sharing in the eyes of the cloud, I have let it till the last moment and I still do not know what is worth sharing, and what not.

I share words, and this words are like fingers shattering the placenta of this being that is the me of today, the me of this “Now” and not the me of “Then” tough I do not know what then precisely, just “Then”.

There is something more in the equation, there is something died on top or underneath, something transformed but something warm. Don’t get me wrong, everything is still dark, but I’m not afraid Now, I’m ready, to die and to live, to be lived. I’m ready to love and be loved, I’m ready to stop waiting for life and circumstances to change and change them myself, or I’m just ready to accept the reality shown and not frown, or take a step back. I’m ready, I’m here, and I feel loving.

Demons now, are fluffy, with cute eyes, they do not scare me, no more. Shadows are not shadows anymore, just dark coal and I’m planning on bringing fire.