Summer

The summer sun seems to numb out the worries of long tomorrows while we lay back on green grass.
A season already passed.
I stopped worrying if this will last.
Tough it aches.
It aches deliciously.
In your light I baked myself and I got to understand,
Running is my way of not serving,
My way of not living, not experiencing.
I got thirsty of being, not existing.
Nothing is easy, says the song
And still it’s easier than it seems,
I don’t know which phrase is the one that crumbles me the most.
I come to a place where every day seems a day of rebirth
That I can’t grab, just enjoy and watch it pass.
And still this living, still feels like a joke,
And there are days I do not find the humor.