Delete

Today I deleted myself.

I washed my dirty laundry

in plain view.

I opened my caged heart

and released it’s beating song.

Today I washed my sins

upon the reflection

in the mirror.

I have choked my voice

and strained my vocals.

I shouted profanities

out of my window pane,

if the neighbors didn’t like it.

I don’t give a fuck.

Today all the sins

that were forced upon me

have finally turned visible.

Their violent sounds

have shriek throughout the walls.

Today I have deleted myself.

I have turned invisible to life.

Today I let hurt,

pain and darkness

rule my heart.

I’ve have chained life,

compassion and love

in my dungeon of pain.

They will wilt,

rot and starve.

Today I deleted myself.

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