redwasthecolor
Feb 24, 2017 · 1 min read

TeriJo, for you it was 6 months of “waiting and wondering “. Giving and giving with little in return. Hoping and waiting patiently. For me it was 8 years of “waiting and wondering”. How fucking foolish I have been? I’m working on being more kind to myself….I really did love her with all of my heart….I gave everything that I had to give. Now I wonder if she really cared for me at all. I’m trying to ‘let go’ of the dream I had for so long….I don’t want to ‘let go’….I think/I know it is in my best interest to stay away from her. I wish her well even if she didn’t really care for me. Thank you listening🌺

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