Doubt.
As a chef you will always find yourself in doubt, weather it be about your food idea of your creativity or if you will make it to be known for your craftsmanship.
A chef is always in doubt this leads to abuse of drugs, sex , smoking , gambling or self abuse we all go down one of these roads the more we active the worse it gets, we start feeling as if we are always chasing approval from our co-workers or diners and our loved ones.
These doubt start eating at you and you will find your self in heavy depression and horrible mental health, you start feeling as you need to change your job your life style or even your career because sometimes it’s just to much to keep you fist up in the air and fight for what you believe it.
Doubt either destroys us or makes us greater gives us the spark and power to go to places we didn’t even imagine or breaks us down to breaking point and we find it hard to find the light again.