Moving On: A Tips
I lost him, but I found the most precious jewel: myself.

Moving on is so easy to be said but never done. It took a hundred of strange days for me. But I accept that as a part of growing, even though I didn’t like the way it did me. After all, that’s how life is all about — all the sweetness yet bitterness. Without depressing rain, there won’t be beautiful rainbows.
He’s the right one, but just not for me. I used to think that his happiness is mine, even if it doesn’t include me. But now all that matters the most to me is that I deserve to be happy too, even if my happiness doesn’t include him.
Indeed, I lost him, but I’m forever glad that I found myself. And if I have to go through all that again, I know I will be stronger and that I will always choose myself — no matter what.
To those who struggle the same, remember that crying doesn’t make you weak, it makes you human. Let your tears cleanse all the pain, hatred, disappointment.
To those who still cry behind closed doors, remember that picking up your broken pieces by yourself doesn’t make you lonely, it makes you stronger. Let your strength be the pillar of your happiness, so the next time other people trying to hurt you, you know they got nothing on you.
Lastly, sing this to yourself:
“So breathe easy my dear
You can find sunshine in the rain
I will come running when you call my name
Even a broken heart can beat again
Forget about the one who caused you pain
I swear I’ll love you in a different way”
– A Different Way by DJ Snake and Lauv.
Jakarta,
November 08, 2019.
