I was responding as a counter for any stranger who is out looking through the internets to find answers to why they are so crushed, so consumed, so filled with confusion and anxiety because of the way their loved one behaves in private.
H. Nemesis Nyx

That’s what I understood. I put out my response to enhance that.

I come from a place of abuse that started when I was a child, and that never really ended because at some point I started abusing myself through addiction.

You are one amongst a group of writers here, who unknowingly helped me to figure out what was going on with me, and get to begin some kind of healing process, so thank you

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