I wish I had a real woman. What happened to the good old days of love and respect. Did it go out when rubbers became popular and sex became cheap like a napkin under our drinks . I don’t know and l don’t care. That’s not me never will be but I stand by my own standards. Love and joy and good times by the moonlight or fireplace. What happened with values? can’t we learn about STDs and why people are so infested with them . Not me I’m clean and discreet not going to get an STD, HIV or anything else. If I’m going to fall in love again then I’ll cherish the moment not brag about who I nailed last night. It’s been years for me, so what she was hot and 34 years old a dream but after 2 and 1/2 half years it was time to close the book. Thing was she was married and it wasn’t fair to him no matter how much he abused her mentally . Not physically. Just a thought but it’s my own please forgive me for cheating on a another man’s woman. But it was love and the best love of my entire lifetime.

