It’s hard to feel scared of a situation or factor and then being too scared to express that because of own insecurities.
How can one believe in the good of the world, or a person, and try and push down all the second guessing?
It’s like I’m drowning.
There’s water creating pressure on my chest.
I need to breathe.
But instead I’m screaming under water, as loud as I possibly can, and no one can hear me.
And no one can feel the way I do, or understand it either.