It’s been a rough day for us. For you especially even you don’t let it slip.

I’ll never let you down, J. Don’t you worry. It’s hard for me losing a very good friend like igun but i know it’s 10 times harder for you. I know, J, how close you both. I know how he means for you. I know how hard for you to handle this. It’s never be easy to be the one who left behind, right J?

That’s why.

I need to take have enough rest, tomorrow will be even harder. And if I’m not stronger, then who would lift you up? You need me the most than ever, J. You can count on me.


Goodnight sayang.