Then I Go

You’ll never see me again…

This is our favorite place for dinner.

Our favorite seat.

But right now? I found myself sitting alone.

Without you. Just me.

No more us existed.

And other couple only.

It’s funny how lovers turn into strangers

While its funnier seeing the way you leave, pretending you’ve never slept right next to me.

Leave me with awkward reason sounds better than asking no permission at all.

I know how much you have loved me well I know you’re not ready seeing me leave you first. I understand. I do.

Started from now on, you really no need to know how I’m doing. Really

I’ll stop annoy you.

I’m aware with what happening on us.

We fell in love without a single hello. Those random conversations after midnight till dawn between two people who have a sit next to each other, tryna hard on picking up their broken pieces just simply make me understand. You make me whole again and either do I. We complete each other and thats it.

I realize it now.

We don’t really need to say a proper good bye.

Simply by locking yourself inside your room and I’ll do it the real same way as what you do.

Spend no more night staying outside waiting for me to walk out my room hope to see us have a sit right next to each other and start our beautiful night.

Or am I need to knock your door? Asking you out to see me or begging you for one last kiss before I go?

I’m not going to hurt you further. I understand you don’t want to.

I leave you notes right on your front door. Wishing the wind would never blow that strong before you take it and deciding to read or you take it simply to throw it out.

May God bless you always.