THERE IS THE ONLY ME

Whatever I’ve chosen in life, it might be the best thing I’ve ever decided. While choosing you is not a kind of mistake either not a kind of problem but lesson to learned. Till the time bring me into this seconds of my life? Well, I’m happy enough with all these things I’ve got so far. I’m not going to trust someone better than I’ve trusted myself. I promised. Then losing you is a new beggining of a better thing. But still, it takes time to stop my feeling. And I don’t even know how long it takes and I have to spend to forget you.

Well anyway, I haven’t touched your hand but I got jealous each time I see the picture of someone else’s hands staying too close beside your arm. I haven’t kissed your lips but I got mad each time I see you smile and looks that happy without me like you haven’t been in love with me before. But, thank for deciding to leave anyway. You gave me such a chance to find another better man and make me realize I’ve chosen the wrong one. Thank for letting me free you gave me such a freedom for having fun first with anyone while enjoying my teenage years, preparing for my future and looking for the best one.

Even if it’s getting harder everyday. And I have to lie, saying I’m happy without you. Cause the only thing that I know, outside there you’re happy without me. You’ve been so lucky. I have loved you so much well still I do. You’ve been so lucky that you’ve found me and I haven’t hurted you anyway. Then I’m letting myself hurt and broken just to see you happy. But at the end I know I’ll be fine.

But one thing, there is the only me and you’re not going to find the another me.

Hope to see you happy. as always : ) you’re still the one that I love the most.